i havnt wrote in ages so i thought i would update you all.

Its now the Easter holidays. Thank god! Although when we go back im faced with my SATs! argh!

Recently iv been really confused!

Friday night: Went bowling with Nina, Laura and Danny. Tom and Matt were supose to come but they 'forgot' sounds like an excuse to me! Danny came though and it was great - Laura spilt slush all over the place and Danny won one game me and Nina were joint first on the second! They turned the lights on too so it was really funny. I think Laura liked Danny although Laura likes everyone! She kept hugging him and everything. Danny kept on sitting on me! After we played a game of air hockey while Nina and Laura went on the dance machine - then he made me play this game where you shoot these half dead things - i did not wanna play it but i thought oh well. Turns out i beat him! He was killed my this zombie thing in the first 4 mins while i played on! ha! lol. It was a great night and we are going to the cinema next week.

Saturday night: This is where things got confusing. Theres this guy called Chris who keeps asking me out. I dont like him plus hes only in yr 8! Bless him hes a nice person but he will not take no for an answer! i was telling Danny bout him and he was telling me all these things i could say to turn him down. He even said tell him your going out with me. He was joking and i knew he was joking. But me being the stupid blonde that i am accidently tld him i liked someone else not chris. So Danny would then not stop asking me who it was. I wouldnt tell him - how could i when it was him. Yer, i quite liked him! He managed to find out (duno how!) that it was him or he thinks it could be. My wonderful friend Nina (cof) being Nina decided to text him and ask do you fancy gwen? Which i wasnt to bothered about actually cos i did wanna know. He didnt txt her back, no credit but decided to tell me on msn. He said something like - i like you...pretty...funny. etc etc im not gonna boast. But he didnt wanna lose our friendship cos hes done that with other ppl buy going out with them. Hes confused and i am too - but its right because im ok with being mates with him cos iv known him a long time and i know what he means. i think. lol

Today: Iv been on msn and that Chris seems to have fianlly got the msg that i am not gonna go out with him thanks to a little help from nina!. Also Shauna was online and she made me tell her about danny but she rekons i should still ask him out cos youve gotta go for it but its not that simple i think its best if were friends - i dont want him to think he has to keep his distance incase i think hes flirting or leading me on or whatever. I dont think he is and i didnt on Friday night. But theres no persuading Shauna otherwise she wants his addy so she can talk to him but i dont think thats gonna happen i know wot she will say! lol. Laura also wants his addy but she wont say anything so i dont mind giving it to her. I wanna thank everyone tho cos laura, nina and shauna have been givin me loads of advice about chris and danny, so thanks! lol.

how is it the ones you want you cant have but the ones you dont want, want you!

Nina keeps gettin asked out from Tom this boy thats mates wiv Chris, she keeps saying no but he wont take no for a answer! lol.

I just hope Danny doesnt think im obbssed with him or anything cos he hasnt come on msn yet and he usual has by now.

In other news, Nina saw James in Morrisons! James (her ex) was there with his dad and they were just stood there lookin at each other! lol. I wish i was there, just to see the look on James's face!

Its been quite good recently at school, im glad its over tho - i need a break. Also i need some nice weather! Where the hell is the sun! Im in jeans and a jacket i wanna be wearin a skirt and vest top and goin out sun bathing! omg - just looked outside, i think its snowing! lol.

i duno wot else to say, loads has happend but i cnt write t all down. If i think of anything important ill let you know.

cya x